Fruity Pebble Narcotics

wow i have a live journal

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 18:20:20 GMT

Ya i kinda forgot, but then I checked my email and i had comment on it and I remembered so here I am....

Yep... here I am...
Ummm... Jon Stewart rocks my cock.... or ummm... my socks rather... since I am lacking in the former. Anyway, he was fucking hilarious and we were in the 20th row and right in the center so it was a perfect view. And right at the end when everyone else started clapping I ran up to the front row and cheered lol. I got to see some up close and personal Jon. Its so strange seeing him standing there like... 2 feet away... he's so short and old lol. He's awesome. I loved it. He talked about this big famous doctor who's supposed to be prestigious, but doesn't even know for sure that you can't get aids from tears. Jon was like "when they asked him if you can get aids from tears he should have said 'I don't know did the tears come out of your cock?'" good times...

Anyways, my spring break before going to see Jon was pretty much Nick, work and sleep. But thats all I really want so I've been enjoying all three. Oh and i got to drive Nick's truck. I SO am gonna fuckin own one... I want one so bad.

I haven't seen conan in ages, maybe I'll watch it today, I'm already bored enough that I actually went online.

toasty!

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 00:37:58 GMT

Hey everybody, sorry I haven't updated in a month... I don't really go online anymore what with theatre and my boyfriend and homework all the time. But since I HAD to go online cuz I'm three days behind on my english and the only thing that will save me from that is sparknotes (i know... i feel guilty but I have no time), I finally got online for pretty much the first time since I started going out with Nick.

AND you will ALL be shocked to know I haven't seen a full episode of Conan (or even more than a few minutes of it) in about 3 weeks... i know shocking, I myself am apalled.

So just a quick update on whats new since... the 1st....

Feb. 2nd is our one month anniversary (Nick and I) I myself believe that to celebrate a one month anniversary is really rather comical, but he seems pretty excited about it so... eh. We might not even see each other though, it depends if we both have the time.

Performances for The Visit are in two and a half weeks! buy tix everyone!

I have a job interview at Jeeper's tomorrow! I'm so excited!
I can't wait to start working... yummmm... money....

Things have been pretty different since second semester started... I'm probably failing english because I never do my homework... stupid Jane Eyre... I actually have a boyfriend finally (and one I actually really like for once) AND I might have a job soon! Yayness... well gotta go cheat lol god I hate this book... I shouldn't even do the homework... but my parents would be pissed if I started failing...

taken from geekfreak03

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 01:25:35 GMT

1.What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Ha, alot of things I'm not gonna mention. Oh and I was in a play.

2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't really do that. I'm not a goal oriented person haha.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
... no

4. Did anyone close to you die?
... no

5. What countries did you visit?
... none...

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
ummm... a life.. haha

7.What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory?
nov... 2nd... and...19th i guess...

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
... the play... my grades...

9. What was your biggest failure?
hurting people

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
I might have had a cold or two. Oh and I sprained my back in august and it still isn't completely better.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
A bunch of new clothes I guess, and the Killers cd.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Mine!!! lol and Jon Stewarts, that whole Crossfire thing come on!

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
My brother's sometimes, and Stan's sometimes, and alot of people in theatre lol.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Crap.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting Nick's number lol.

16. What songs will always remind you of 2004?
"Mr. Brightside"- The Killers
"I Throw my Toys Around"- No Doubt
"American Idiot" - Green Day
"Vertigo" - U2

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
Happier, definitely
ii. thinner or fatter?
fatter
iii. richer or poorer?
probably the same ish

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
partying

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
eating

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with my family

21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
maybe kevin...

22. How many one night stands?
well, none if your talking about sex, but as far as one night things w/ guys... lol 3 or 4

23. What was your favourite TV program?
Conan!!! And Jon!!! and Will and Grace.

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No... I dont hate people.

26. What was the best book you read?
America: The Book.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
The Killers

28. What did you want and get?
Conan Turns 5. A date with Nick. America: The Book. Converse. A part in the play. Garden State on Dvd.

29. What did you want and not get?
Conan, Jon, Zach Braff, Topher Grace...

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Garden State definitely... I heart that movie.

31. What did you do on your birthday?
Had a party with a few of my friends and a few of my bros friends, it was a blast.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
see question 29 lol.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
concept...? Is it nice looking? Is it comfortable? Is it cheap? Is it brand name? Is it REALLY cheap? Good buy it.

34. What kept you sane?
Sleep...

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
see question 29

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
fuckin Bush come on!

37. Who did you miss?
hmm... kyle sometimes...

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Amy and I didn't meet this year, but we got to be better friends than before.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
Just, because you don't understand someone doesn't mean you can't accept them or even like them. At that end... fuck republicans hahahah juuuuust kidding...

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"I'm gonna be late, but I'll be lookin great if I can shake it like my sister Kate, uh huh, if I can shimmy like my sister kate oh yeah, if I can shimmy like my sister Kate." The Ditty Bops, lol juuuust kidding

"I got no time for bedtime stories I'm not a little child, everything makes me furious and everything drives my wild." No Doubt

"Everything is gonna be alright." The Killers

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 01:09:05 GMT

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
5. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what's actually next to you.

"He Taught me to have the confidence, he taught me to go with the concept, to embrace the absurdity." Dan Aykroyd page 123 line 5

Its from Live From New York, the only reason I have it again is because I have to do the stupid book report I've been putting off all winter break.

lalala

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 22:34:40 GMT

This morning I woke up at 8 AM!!! I went shopping at the mall from 9:30 to noon. That was fun. I got $150 worth of clothes at Wet Seal for only 38. That always makes me happy.

I got:
1 tank top
2 sleeveless shirts
2 cardigans
1 pair of light blue jeans

YAY for new clothes. I wonder what I should wear for my date. If it EVER HAPPENS!! *bangs head against wall for still not calling Nick*

I <3 America: The Book. I'm on chapter... 6? i think? almost done. My parents are sick of hearing me laugh and cry over how funny it is and I'm driving them insane by reading them passages and then trying to prove to them that it really is funny after they stare at me stone faced.

I'm going to Darice and Lynda's (my weirdly related cool relatives) which means more xmas gifts!! yay I think Darice got me The Killers cd I want SOOO desperately sigh... life is good even if occasionally MIND NUMBINGLY BORING!!!!!!!!!

*runs away from homework which will never be done*

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 22:28:51 GMT

I've got no time for fairy stories
I'm not a little girl
So you can leave me all alone
And turn of the lights as well
If you were frightened then listen
But I don't think you'd like it
Such a nice kid

Nobody's lookin' now
I throw my toys around

Somebody's being very bad
I wonder who it could be
Somebody's gon' to get in trouble
I know it isn't me
I'm just a little angel
But cha don't know what I've done
when your backs turned

Nobody's lookin' now
I throw my toys around

Pick up those building blocks
Chop off the baby's locks
Swing dolly by her hair
Put down that teddy bear
Slam dunk a happy clown
I throw my toys around

I've got no time for bedtime stories
I'm not a little child
Everything makes me furious
And everything makes me wild
If you are frightened
Then whistle and i'll come running to you
As you boo hoo

Nobody's lookin' now
I throw my toys around

gift check

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 01:40:16 GMT

xmas was interesting...
Xmas eve I went to my grandparents and who's there but of course Kevin: Kevin being the friend of my cousin hansen who I had (and maaaybe still have) a huge crush and and rode his motorcycle and have all these crazy almost-had-something-but-never-did memories with. He left for a while which was a relief, but then he came back and decided to dress up as santa for the kids in THE CHEAPEST santa costume I have EVER seen in my ENTIRE life. It was HILARIOUS. Omg I was crying...

But that aside, xmas day was alright. My parents ended up fighting so that was pretty dumb. My mom was in a bad mood all day and then around dinner time they started fighting. It was so dumb
me: helloo0o0o00? xmas day? nobody cares? ok lol
but nothing could ruin my bad mood because I got...

*cue best music ever (whatever that may be) AMERICA!!! the book! by jon! AAAAH its soooooooooo00000000ooooo funny... I never knew I would ever fall in love with a book but I fear I have. I'm going to go to B&N as soon as i can to get Naked Pics of Famous People.

I also got:

Everything in Time By No Doubt ( WAY!! better than Rock Steady, its awesome... its my new fav nd cd, although I love them all, the only things I'm missing are the dvd and beacon street)
New converse- there dark pink with light pink trim, sounds ugly but there cool
Socks- lol i know awesome
A Steve Martin book- I can't remember the title at the moment, but I had read it and really liked it so my mom got me it hard cover
CONAN TURNS 5!!!- I love it, i watched it and i love it... the documentary is definitely the best part
Some really cool clothes (two tank tops a shawl type thing and a white top that goes over the white tank)
10 buck Claires gift card
50 dollar amex gift cheque
some other stuff....

yay for xmas... should I call nick? SOMEONE TELL ME! lol i'm scared... i haven't talked to him since tuesday... ah... idk...

lalala

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 20:42:15 GMT

Lol, does anyone else think its hilarious that someone made a username just to make fun of my xanga? thats pretty great, I'm rather honored lol.

Anyways, I'm really excited! Raise your hand if you have a date on new years eve! *raises hand* raise your hand if your date is a hot 18 year old you met at the arcade *raises hand again* hehe. Like I said I'm excited.

Other than that life is pretty boring.

My vacation so far
Saturday- xmas shopping
Sunday- Dipa's party
Monday- went to arcade w/ bro, gf, and friends (where I met my date :D)
Tuesday- hung out @ amy's house eating Tommy's and watching Napoleon Dynamite, then @ 10:30ish went to a party @ Tom's house
Today- JACK SQUAT!

I'm so bored I might actually do my hw. Who knows. I still have to get Stan his present @ Best Buy if someone actually takes me there. I hope Amy likes the gift I got her.

I also have to go to Jeeper's and apply there cuz I have a friend who is gonna reccommend wtfsp?? me.

Less than four monthes until Jon. YAY!

Still no update on my moving to Missouri situation. My dad had a job interview for it yesterday and my mom hasn't talked to him about it yet, but as soon as she does she promised to tell me everything. I kinda want to move and I kind of don't...hmmm... what a long boring entry.

taken from selenas lj

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:14:48 GMT

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet + street you grew up on)
--> Fluffy Westberg
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food + grandfather's first name)
--> Taquito George
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left + favorite restaurant)
--> Intel La Campana
4. YOUR EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite spice or herb + Last foreign vacation spot)
--> Cumin Dells
5. YOUR SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest childhood nickname + Town where you first partied)
-->Shrimp Union
6. YOUR FLY GIRL ALIAS (a la J.Lo): (First initial + first two or three letters of your last name)
--> P.Dil
7. YOUR ICON ALIAS: (Something sweet within sight + Any liquid in kitchen)
-->Popsicle Milk
8. YOUR DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite baby animal + where you went to high school)
--> Penguin Glenbard North
9. YOUR SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle name + street where you first lived)
--> Joan Westberg
10. YOUR JEDI NAME: (First 2-3 letters of your first name + first 2-3 letters of your last name + first 2-3 letters of your mother's maiden name + first 2-3 letters of your birthplace)
--> Padilvosdup

Big Long Nobody Cares Survey!

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 04:41:27 GMT

Weird but Fun Survey
Created by lacerating and taken 16 times on bzoink!
-Firsts-
What was the first car you ever rode in?	a p.o.s. ford escort
What is the first song you remember hearing?	... don't speak by nd?
What was your first favorite song?	see above ^
What was your first favorite band?	see above^
What was your first pet's/s' name?	fluffy... that jerk
When was the first time you had to go to the hospital?	when I was born! lol no when i got a concussion
Where did you go on your first vacation?	... florida?
What was the first hat you owned like?	i dont remember lol
Who was your first best friend?	... alicia? or dipa? or Biz? or Nim?
Who was the first person you fell in love with?	lets not disclose that info
Who was the first person to break your heart?	same as above
-Lasts-
At what restaurant did you last eat?	Apple Bee's
What was the last thing that bit you?	a person! lol jk i guess a mesquito
What was the last popup you got?	the Diet Patch!
What kind of drink was your last ice cube in?	lol sadly a pepsi
What was the last green-colored article of clothing you wore?	... ... ... i dont remember
How much money did you get on your last paycheck?	shifty eyes goes out to get a job
What flavor was the last ice cream you had?	... chocolate chip cookie dough...
What brand made the last popsicle you ate?	the one that makes firecrackers
What was the last TV show you watched?	Larry King Live lol
What was the last movie you saw in the theater?	The Incredibles falls asleep
How much butter was on your last popcorn?	I put tabasco on my popcorn
What was the last animal you pet?	my cat
What was the last appliance you used?	... a fry cooker for my french fries
What was the last thing you most regret doing?	eating... always...
What was the last strangely colored food you had? What color was it?	??? raises eyebrow
-Favorites-
What is your favorite brand of popcorn?	jiffy pop cuz it sounds like that scary movie noise.. jiffy jiffy jiffy POP POP POP
What is your favorite kind of shoe?	CONVERSE!
What is your favorite shape? Why?	??? ummm? An hour glass cuz I wish I had one?
What is your favorite part about the opposite sex? Why?	sense of humor and legs... and hips and butt...and chest lol cuz all those things are HUGE turn ons
What is your favorite artificial flavor?	...? chery? like in the soda?
What is your favorite fast food restaurant?	taco bell or tommy's
What is your favorite department store? Why?	kohls cuz its cheap and cool
What is your favorite window treatment?	wtf?????
What is your favorite city?	NY NY BABY!
What is your favorite television show?	LNWCOB!!! and TDS!!
Does anything explode in aforementioned television show?	lol chickens and burritos and all sortsa stuff@
What is your favorite zit cream? Does it work? Or is the name just cool?	... stridex... sometimes... and the name IS pretty cool lol
What is your favorite flavor of cupcake frosting?	VANILLA!
-How Many Times-
How many times has someone opened a bathroom door on you?	once or twice
How many times in the last month have you fallen over?	lol once or twice
What were the reasons behind your falling over?	tripping
How many times have you swallowed a bug?	i don't remember ever doing that
How many times have you seen a spider and screamed?	lol i just whine about it
How many times have you seen a mouse and screamed?	lol never
How many times have you grabbed a handful of free AOL disks from a store?	lol never
How many times have you killed an insect and felt bad about it?	lol alot
How many times have you been stalked by a store employee?	OMG OMG like a Billion! why do they do that?
How many times have you been stalked period?	like a billlion! lol
-Random-
If you wear them, what color are your glasses?	thick and black and SOO prettty
What is your favorite Jelly bean flavor?	vanilla!
Who was the last person you yelled at unecessarily?	oh god probably a family member
Have you ever been a vegetarian? Are you now?	no and no
What is your favorite computer game?	... iono
What is one of the songs you are ashamed of listening to?	You Had It Coming But This Time You're a Dead Man By June
What is the strangest article of clothing you own?	Probably a blue skirt that goes down to my feet...s o weird looking
What is your funniest memory?	the men without hats channel on conan? lol
What is the most obscure and random object you've ever injured yourself on?	a curling iron on my foot!
Are mean people hot?	lol no
Who is your celebrity crush? Why?	CONAN AND JON CUZ THEy'RE HUCKIN FILARIOUS!
What was the last flavor of muffin you had?	blueberry
How many bagels did you eat this morning? Why?	one! cuz i like them with cucumber
Do you think Ugg Boots are cool?	totally!
Do you own any designer purses? If not, do you want one?	no their stucking fupid ( i know i keep doing that)
Are you adventurous or cowardly?	...eh a lil of both... mostly the second
Do you think you're a mean person?	sometimes
What would your personal Heaven be like?	hot guys ALL THE TIME! lol
What would your personal Hell be like?	ugly girls ALL THE TIME! lol
Who had/has a crush on you? Is that disturbing or what?	This kid in my theatre class and this kid in my study hall and yes !
Do you chew your ice cubes?	sometimes
Is it fun to position gummy bears in provacative ways?	lol soooo fun
What was the last thing you hit with a hammer?	... my ass lol no a nail retard
What kind of rodent do you own?	... the kind that doesn't exist
Sausage.	Penis?
What is your favorite kind of spaghetti sauce?	marinara... or alfredo lol
Where do you buy most of your clothes?	the mall
What is your favorite letter? Why?	P for PAM! and PENIS!!! and PUSSY! ahahahah I'm so immature
Necrophiliac?	Damn straight I am, lol
Have you ever intentionally gotten yourself fired from your job?	nope
How many times have you been suspended/expelled from school? Why?	never, cuz i'm a goody goody
What was the stupidest thing you ever got in trouble for?	turning in my seat, thats right!
Isn't it fun to pop bubble wrap?	so fun, and obnoxious
What time will it be in seventeen minutes?	... hold on... gimme a while... 10:56 PM
What magazines do you have subscriptions to?	Mad Mag
Do you enjoy fly fishing?	if you mean the kind in male blue jeans then sure
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Sun, 19 Dec 2004 20:42:40 GMT

Ok so I MAAAAAAAAY have exaggerated yesterday... lol jk I did exercise last night and this morning. And I at a very healthy breakfast. But on the other hand I have had two sodas AND for lunch I had french fries so... thats ok I'm not gonna quit. (must not eat junk food...). Sigh... the only problem is xmas eve and xmas there is absolutely NO chance that I will be able to diet because my mom makes TONS of good food on xmas and my grandma is getting catering on xmas eve so i'm screwed. Oh well, thats only two days... ... I really wish i had a scale though so I could find out when and if I actually lose weight, maybe I'll buy one with my xmas money...

WISH ME LUCK!!!!!

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 03:12:09 GMT

Okay you guys,

I've decided to start a diet. I feel really fat all the time. I haven't weighed myself in a long time, but I know I've gained atleast five pounds since I last dieted.

I'm really sick of feeling fat so I am going to try to diet. The most important part is that I keep myself busy so that I'm not thinking about food. I'm going to exercise too, but the problem with that is that its much too cold for me to go running outside like I did the last time I dieted. Thats ok because I will be starting gym in January so I will exercise then. For now I will just exercise in ways that do not require running in the cold.

My dieting plan is just to eat absolutely nothing that is even slightly unhealthy (including my mom's dinners, even if she gets mad) but I will still eat until I'm not hungry anymore. I read some stuff and the best idea is to eat every three hours after your first meal and only eat until you're not hungry anymore, not until you're full.

Also I'm quitting all beverages but water (and a glass of milk with my meals) hopefully this will work and I won't feel so fat anymore.

As part of the diet I am planning on posting online everyday to keep focused. Last time I dieted I lost 2.5 pounds in two weeks, that was the special K diet. It really did work so hopefully once my mom buys the special K I can start on that again.

Wish me luck, I will need it.
<3 Pam

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 21:41:58 GMT

got jon with the mickey mouse ears from NiceColdSore. Isn't it adorable? lol That was one of the funniest episodes in a long time!

Almost xmas and yet I'll probably be doing homework today. I have SOOO much its ridiculous.

Spanish Final Review Packet (finished it last night)
ICA H- TWO hw assignments because I didn't do thurdays AND a final review packet but I don't HAVE to start on that
English- fuckin book report!!!!
Theatre- I have to start memorizing my monologue
AND The Visit- I have to memorize my lines

BLAH!
Oh well xmas vacation still rox because I am going xmas shopping today, tomorrow I'm going to a bday party

AND I just found out that my grandma got me a $50 gift check for xmas... that makes me happy lol

You can dance if you want to... you can leave your friends behind...

Fri, 17 Dec 2004 01:38:38 GMT

DUDE! its totally almost xmas. And I only have three gifts. And I still haven't gotten a bday present for someone.

question????
How the fuck does everybody expect me to get them xmas presents when I dont have any god damn money. All I have is the fifty bucks I got for my birthday and what? I'm supposed to spend every cent of it on the thousands of people who want me to get them gifts. And stan with his 30 dollar birthday present to me and now I'm supposed to return the favor?

WHERE DOES EVERYONE GET THERE MONEY????

(Pulls hair out and runs away screaming)

btw tomorrows the last day before winter break
and I still haven't asked out the person I want to...

Bubble Pop Electric

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 03:14:39 GMT

Yay for shweet parties.

I haven't written for a while so I shall...

So far The Visit rehearsals are incredibly boring and I don't like the new cast as much as I liked the Outsiders' cast, but thats okay. It will be fun once Mr. King starts getting down to the nitty gritty and working hard on the scenes. It shall be fun...

I had many crises involving my party. First Amy got sick and couldn't come. And 7 people is not very man for a party so 6 is even less. I decided to invite two more, but the another cancelled and another didn't show up so I actually did end up with six people. It was a blast though. My brother's friends ended up being very sociable with mine and all the people I invited were pleasant so I was glad that I didn't invite anybody that would make me feel shitty on my bday.
Result: A new crush on one of my bros friends... *sigh* so that makes the total number of REAL crushes so far this semester... ... I think 6. Somehow that seems like more than necessary lol.

~*~Presents~*~
$20 gift certificate to Stratford
10 bucks
Bath stuff
Jessica Simpson's edible body cream with sprinkles (lol yes you heard me right and I intend on finding a bf to use it w/)
The Gwen Stefani cd!!!! (if I was a rich girl...nana nana nana nana nana nananana na!!)

Today I slept until 1:45 PM (since the party didn't end until almost midnight and I had to wind down)then I had a super fun time with Amy *waves*. We watched Out Cold, went to Tommy's, and bought some magazines at Walgreens. Being the smart people we are we walked to and from Tommy's in 30 degree whether, then to Walgreen's, but luckily her brother picked us up and took us home from there. All in all it was wonderfully pleasant even if I can't get the taste of tommy's out of my mouth... it just sticks with ya lol.

Tomorrow is my brothers 18th bday, he will be an adult... atleast by law. We will open cards and eat chinese food... it shall be fun even if I have theatre homwork.

Oh and I now have 3!!! magazines with Gwen on the cover.

If the options free... take a chance on me...

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 02:02:01 GMT

I was listening to ABBA a few minutes ago lol.. good stuff though.
Jon Stewart tickets arrived in the mail recently. Ahem *adjusts tie in jon way*

I made The Visit! *does a theater dance* I'm reporter #2! Sounds important I know. At first I thought I would be disappointed if I only got a small part. Then I saw all the unbelievable actors I was up against and decided I would be happy just to be in it with them. AND I AM! So I'm excited. Company meeting tomorrow!

OH! and my face just suddenly cleared up today! Out of nowhere. I'm practically zit free! lol exciting i know.

Still no boyfriend... I asked a guy out... but he said he was already planning on asking out a different girl. SHUT DOWN!!! Thats ok lol. We're friends so he was real nice about it and... he wasn't my first choice anyway so why should I be his? Lol its only fair. Life goes on. Next victim... lol

I have to go christmas shopping... MY bdays this friday!!!
lalala

BTW tomorrow and wednesday BLAH! i don't want to think about it I'm in too good of a mood. .. hmm... can't think of anything else. Happy trail to you until we meet again...

Smile Like You Mean It

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 00:55:18 GMT

Lalala...
Avoiding my homework, and playing a board game with my family. John and his cranium! *shakes fist*

!@$&^*$@&GRANDMA RAMBLE!*&(#@$^&*@#
My grandma visited us this week. She lives in Boston and the last time I saw her was on our Las Vegas vacation in 7th grade, so it was nice seeing her. She is one of those people that I love to death, but have alot of differences with. For example, she's republican (face of shock and disbelief!) ... like... this =O I guess. It just bugs me that she likes George Bush and therefore doesn't like Jon Stewart and therefore was not enthused towards my recent ticket acquirements. Eh *shrugs shoulders* Oh and she never saw the Simpsons or Seinfeld or Conan ever! I don't really care about the first two, it was just suprising. But she watched conan for the first time at my house and wouldn't stop making fun of his hair!!! *shakes fist at grammy!* she says she doesn't know what i see in him and doesn't think he's funny! Its strange because my mom sees how I could find him attractive but not funny and my dad sees how I could find him funny, but not attractive. And my gramma doesn't get either... I'm so misunderstood lol. It was nice seeing her and she gave me twenty bucks, which I immediately spent on DICKIES!!! *jumps up and down* at Hot Topic.
!*@&$@#*^#$&*GRANDMA RAMBLE OVER!^$#*(&*()@&#$*(#

Something like... four monthes and a few days til jon.. I think. I have it written down somewhere. Less than two weeks til my bday! December 10th! WOOT WOOT! I hate homework. I don't want to do my english project... I should just take stand and not do it!! EVER!!! Oh and auditions this week! Scary. Oh well, tomorrow off...sleep... and no BTW this week. Yay for that. Field trip on thursday.

I have a new crush! OH *shock* And I'm thinking about asking him out... thinking *key word* I'm scared... of course... I really like him... I don't even wanna think about it it makes me want to cry... I'm such a softy... *shuffles feet and looks at ground with hands in pockets*

Run out of things to say...theres more... I'll post it when I think of it... FAREWELL!!! *penguin waves*

Nothing to say

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 01:02:45 GMT

I don't really have anything to say I just thought I'd share this. I think its from tds community all I know is that its fuckin genius.

How many Bush Administration officials does it take to screw in a lightbulb?

None. There is nothing wrong with the lightbulb; its conditions are improving every day. Any reports of its lack of incandesence are delusional spin from the liberal media. That lightbulb has served honorably, and anything you say undermines the lighting effort. Why do you hate freedom?

Like I said, genius.

MY CONAN TAPE ARRIVES IN THE MAIL TOMORROW!!! If it weren't for veteran's day it would have come today!! Damn those veteran's!!! Lol i keed i keed. I love the veterans. (I don't want no Cotton type fellers showin up at my door)

Good evening. I'm Pam Dillon and you're not.

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 06:52:45 GMT

I'm in a total SNL zone right now. I just quoted Chevy Chase, I just watch SNL's the best of Tom Hanks, I'm reading Live From New York (which by the way is like 600 pages I'm around 100 and I can't stop), AND I just watched Orange County at Amy's which had John Lithgow, Chevy Chase and Lily Tomlin. Not to mention as soon as I get offline I'm going to go back to reading the book. Its organized into 5 year sections staring in 1975 going to 2002 and I'm only in the 76-80 section lol.

I don't go online much lately. That shall change when theatre is over, however, or atleast definitely during thanksgiving and winter vacation. There's nothing like extreme surpluses of free time to get me wasting hideous hours updating my blogs and looking up conan sites. I have to say that I really do love reading those lists of "you know your obsessed with conan if..." it keeps me making sure I haven't gone too crazy.

I'm borderline though, lol. Since I'm on my fifth conan tape (I just taped the five timer's club sketch about an hour ago! It was uber great, because I fall on the floor laughing whenever I see 25 year old conan). Also, the fifth anniversary DVD is in the mail. *claps hands in childish delight* And I think my mummy is getting me the 10th anniversary for Xmas. Now I just have to get the If They Mated book, and isn't there an In the Year 2000 book as well? I am not sure...

Anymawhatsit, less than 3 weeks til my first performance. I am getting more and more excited as well as more and more scared. Not to mention the whole recently developing possibility of a kissing scene. Just thinking about it scares the world outta me. I haven't kissed a guy in like... *counts on fingers* four monthes. And now I might just have to do it on cue????? TERRIFYING...

Well, good night and have a pleasant tomorrow. (were two weekend update references just one too many? lol)

See the idiot chalk up his name on the blackboard.

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 20:37:06 GMT

hey e'erbody

yep... I've been so busy lately... I haven't gone online alot, but since its the weekend and I hardly have any homework, there's time now.

Rehearsal five days a week. Next week is going to be crazy as will the next, but it will be completely worth it. I'm getting so excited now that the show is finally coming together. We had dry tech today from 9-12. It was tedious but...eh.

I've had a lot of time to do homework during act 2 rehearsals since I'm only in it for a short scene. For that reason, the only thing I have to do for homework this weekend is pick out my monologue for final exams in theatre. That should be fun... especially to practice.

I watched conan wednesday and last night. I was very proud of that. I really need to cut down on my tv hours. I have to do my homework while I watch tv or I'll have no time because I watch whose line from 9-10 daily show from 10-10:30 then conan at 11:35. Crazy...

I don't have any plans for tonight... I suppose I'll read the SNL book I checked out at the library along with some of the monologues I'm deciding between. If I'm lucky my mom will dye my hair, but she just keeps putting it off. And she's always in a foul mood lately...

All I know is, tv, books, whatever, I have to do something to keep my mind off the play, theatre, and the people at theatre, because it's all I think about lately and it is MAJORLY taxing my brain...

Now, here it is your moment of zen

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 03:02:01 GMT

My moment of zen will be watching Jon live during the election.

Stanley and I have already begun planning our NY trip.

During which I shall see the daily show, conan, the museun of television and radio, and the NBC tour. Those are my plans. Stanley plans to pitstop in Indiana to see some tennis among other things including seeing a broadway show. Its gonna be the best trip ever. I can't wait. It'll be great, summer of senior year. Good times...

Anymajig, got my hair cut. Looks way shtinkin tight. (yes thats tuzonics, whoa I just made up a sweet new word, I shall tell tuzon lol) My hair does look really good though. Almost makes me not want to dye it brown... but I shall anyway. And if my theater cronies have objections to my hair they can suck an egg cuz I really like it.

Yay for new jon, boo for no new conan. Yay for friday tomorrow! Boo for having my period. Yay for red sox winning the world series. Boo for Bush. Yay for eating taco bell. Boo for still having homework to do.

Yay for Jon being on right now!!!

What ya waitin what ya waitin what ya waitin what ya waitin what ya waitin FOOOOOOR!

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 00:16:23 GMT

My Live Journal: in abstract poetry form

*penguin enters stage right* *stage dark* *spotlight* *black beret* *cigarette burning on a black stool* *cues bongos*

Yawn.
I'm exhausted.
I don't want to do my homework.
The fat chimp sighs with relief as his blue brothers dance.

I have behind the wheel tomorrow.
I am going to try to transfer driving instructors.
The one I have made a girl cry this morning while she was driving.
If a yellow shoe squeaks in the field of desperation will you get paroll?

He is an asshole.
I hate driving with him.
I don't want to be the next one to cry.
Even when the taxi driver quits, the car still smells like old chinese food.

Conan reruns all week.
It makes me very upset.
I will go a whole week without Conan.
Do masturbating bears have souls like you and me?

I'm getting my haircut on Thursday.
I'm getting it dyed over the weekend.
I need to go shopping at some thrift stores and make my christmas list.
Multi tasking is the first sign that you will inevitably dance with the purple sheep of cancer.

Thank you *bows* *spotlight off* *penguin exits stage right*

Sometiiiiimes sunshiiiiine does not want to shine on me

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 01:52:51 GMT

From now on I will behave
But in the back of my mind I will be enslaved
From now on I will behave
But in the back of my mind I will be enslaved

(No Doubt)

LaLa...

My weekend has been so/so.

Friday- Urm... I don't remember really. I watch alot of tv and went online as much as I remember.

Saturday- Robin blew me off for her boyfriend. I stayed hom because I was expectingher to call, but apparently even though she wasn't planning on going with me she didn't think it was important to call and let me know that. I'm not mad or offended, since from what I've heard shes known to do this to everyone. That was ok, because later that night I went to Allen's party and had a real lot of fun. We danced and watch South Park and listened to music. Then we snuck out of the house and drove to Jewel and bought silly string, TP, and Saran wrap, and tp'ed his house and silly string Lars brutally. It was fun. Although, it was cut short since my parents made me come home at midnight, even though almost everyone was still there. Eh...

Sunday- I slept until like 11 then did alot of homework (which I am still not done with) I watched tv, played guitar, went online, painted my nails. I have to call Amanda again; she wasn't home when I called.

I want to see if she's going shopping tomorrow so I could maybe go with. I'm not sure if I'll be able to though, since I have rehearsal from 1-4 PM THEN a birthday party to go to after that. But I suppose I could leave the party early if need be... I really want to go shopping for costumes with her, because she knows all the good thrift stores and I would love to go to those and get some cool clothes.

I watched Jon on 60 minutes. It was alot less interesting than I thought it would be. He pretty much said what he says in every other interview. And they talked about Crossfire, which I've already read almost every article on and watched the clip of like a thousand times. Although, when they showed the clip again I still liked seeing it, because everything he said is so great.

I don't know if I'm going to see Conan this summer now. My parents have all this other stuff they are investing in: getting a new car soon, repainting the living room and kitchen, a new sink in the kitchen, new floor tiles etc. And I really don't want to make them feel like they have to take me, even though I really want to go. I may just go on a road trip the summer after my Junior or Senior year to NYC. After I save up my own money. Thats a better plan I suppose. Besides, knowing my parents, if I made them pay for it, I would live to regret it forever and ever lol.

TRICK OR TREAT BIOTCH!

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 04:30:43 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
cobsho1210 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Fed Ex Pope.
fufflepeak gives you 13 yellow licorice-flavoured wafers.
hen00 tricks you! You lose 7 pieces of candy!
iluvtwincest gives you 12 red-orange lime-flavoured wafers.
roswfcrime gives you 8 blue pineapple-flavoured miniature candy bars.
cobsho1210 ends up with 26 pieces of candy.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Sad For Me

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 04:13:02 GMT

~*~ No Doubt ~*~
Funny how it took me 12 years to realize what a good album that is. When I first got the self titled album I thought "This sounds weird.", just because it's different. But now that I've been listening to it (and I got it atleast a year ago) I'm finding it's really good. Better than Rock Steady that's for sure.

~*~Homework~*~ I have a lot of English which I haven't yet started at *checks invisible watch* 10:53 Pm. I hate English. It was the only homework I had today, but I just don't want to do it. I would rather be on live journal and aim and xanga and what not.

~*~School~*~ Slept in driver's ed for the second day in a row. That's why I hate simlulation and BTW which I can't sleep during. I don't know if I'm going to Mole Day. I don't think I'll have a ride and also I have yet to make a mole. Then again, I donated a buck and a half to the keg so i really should go and get my $1.50 of beer (root beer lol). English sucks as usual, but atleast I had couselling so I only went to half. Math sucks. It's the only class which counts for my GPA that I have a B in. Pretty frustrating since I had like a 97% in Geo H last year. Study hall with Amy is always fun *waves to Amy*. Spanish is kinda dumb this year, but whatever. Theatre is sometimes fun and sometimes aggravating, but King is always cool.

~*~Theatre~*~ We worked on blocking today for pages...around 22-37. It was pretty awkward having to do the whole flirting scene with Craig. I don't know why I'm so uncomfortable around him. O wait yes I do. Lol. Its ok. I hope I can be friends with him someday... if I'm actually mature enough to handle it. Unfortunately nobody got punched in the balls. It was fun getting picked up to sit on the second platform, lol. For some reason I enjoy getting picked up. WEEE I'm still light enough for SOMEONE to hold me. Theatre is getting funner as its more structured. When we have more blocking down and more decisions made and its less chaotic I am liking it more and more. I still don't feel like I really fit in though. I would really like to be friends with alot of the cast members (TRUST ME NOT ALL), but I always have that inner voice saying "Nobody wants to talk to YOU just leave them alone." eh *shrugs*. I'm hopefully going to Allen's party on Saturday, maybe that will help. On saturday hopefully Robin and I will go shopping as well. I can't wait to dye my hair. I'm thinking I'll just go as dark brown as my hair will allow. Its fun to freak everyone out.

~*~After School~*~ I showered, had some chili and grilled cheese, then got depressed because I felt fat (like I do every time I eat). I really need to diet. Eating gives me horribly low self esteem, especially since I am positive I have gained a LOT of weight. Probably atleast 6 or 7 pounds. *sigh of disappointment* I played some guitar (not long because I am getting bored of it when my mind is on other things) and watched some tv. Now I am online. When I get off I will watch Conan, and MAYBE do some homework during commercials and afterwards.

*looks at Conan drinking beer in corner of screen*. He should be drunk on tv... I think it would be funny. "SSSSSSSSH SHUDDAP ALLURVOO! YOU GUYZAR TOO LLLOUD!!! ISSSSOOOO LOUD! STRING DANCE EVERBURDY!" *tries to string dance and falls over.
Who should I marry Conan or Jon? lol.

~*~Lurve (<3) interests~*~
Hmmm... Two of them have girlfriends and I don't even really like them that much. The third one doesn't like me and I don't really like him much either (well anymore anyway *shuffles feet*). The fourth one I only like a little bit. I don't know if he likes me, but chances are slim. He doesn't have a girlfriend however which puts him a step closer than all the rest. Lastly, the one I like the most may or may not like me. He kind of implied that he doesn't but I am still not sure. He is currently girlfriendless and very friendly to me so there might be a chance. :D
Hahaha ignorance is bliss wouldn't ya say?

Pleeease don't be sad fooor meeeeeeee... lada da da da.

Off to not do homework, with my penguin follow close behind *attaches leash to penguin and tugs him along*